These Days

These days, I feel like sometimes I can be the whole blue for no reason at all. A constant feeling of questioning the present and the call to action I should create to respond to the situation.

🎙️Do I need to do this?

These days, I am always questioning the way I do things and the reason behind it. It feels like I am starting to lose some of the people who always give me constant validation when I feel that way. But is it because I lose them or I push them? Or is it just the time that won’t allow us to meet and talk?

Crying, dancing, singing, smiling, laughing, and any other acts can be a sort of validity I cope with myself. In this way, also, sometimes I feel like I am starting to think that somebody’s presence in my present does not show a significant impact on what I am feeling.

One thing is for sure; I still believe that we do need somebody. If you have one or more, keep them in your space for good.

🎙️Am I on the right path?

I’ll be turning 25 this year, which is a quarter of life. The feeling of whether I will experience what people call a “quarter-life crisis” or it’s just my unconscious thoughts that tend to follow the flow and trend kind of makes me anxious.

I always believe age is just a number, and what matters is how much responsibility you can take and what you took in your life. That is what makes you grow and create a maturity in you.

Age might be equal to experience, but age is not always equal to how much responsibility you have and what you have learned from it. I think the most important part is to be able to fully aware of how you feel and what you’ve been doing these days. Then, by the time it’s finished, by the way, you get through it… You can learn something.

Your personality and your whole journey in life will be counted on how much you learn from every lessons given by the destiny.

Past, it can be something that you regret the most but also something that can give you the greatest lessons.

These days, your present.

It can be the things you can control and can also be the things out of your control depending on how you put yourself to be aware of what you are dealing with.

The future is something we can predict but also something we dream about. As long as you have the past and present, you can dream about your future.

That is okay to feel and question many things in life, but don’t forget to think and try to find the answer by yourself or with somebody.