2 months before ’22 🤯

I was going to start the writing with a very cliché question yet might be the hardest one to answer “How’s your 2021’s resolution?” But, from my point of view, that questions only allow you to reflect back on the things you did this year, which is short and fast. It is very fast, does not it? I mean all of the shits happening currently in this world makes everything fly that fast.

So, Instead of asking how’s the resolution.

“How’s your life progressing?”⚡️

These triggering questions, keep me alive every end of the years since 3 years ago. I recognized that I always had a tendency to compare myself to other’s life, which as what we know is not good. But, that is just how Gen Z lives their life, is not it? That is why I keep reflecting on the life that I have until a specific present time, not only to see what happens by only a year out of your life.

Have you ever wondered what will happen to yourself now if you took the different decisions in life at every crucial time in your life? Or have you ever wondered what is going on with your “variant” in the other universe? *I just finished Loki so… LoL

Those questions lead me to the next triggering questions that I often ask myself by the end of every years.

“When was the hardest moment in your life where you are f*cking confused until the only thing you want to do is only sleep and never wake?” ⛈

Yes, yes. I assume we all had or maybe have that moment at this time. But, that is the reality. Our past, which is those moments is like a Supernova. When we are trying to take the decision at that crucial moment of our life, it felt like we only come out with one reality. Well, that is true. But, what I am saying when I said Supernova is the present that we have right now is the star we choose to be.

We always think about a different answer, solutions, plan on our lowest point. Every point of it has a different future. But the only thing we make sure of is that we decide the right thing so that we can become the star we want to become. The most important part, we all are stars.

The next questions you might want to ask yourself will be…

“If you have the opportunity to meet your variant at that specific time, what do you want to say to yourself at that crucial moment?”🌈

The answer to that question might be very tricky because you can win beautifully or you can meet the destruction of your personality. Remember to appreciate every wins. Focus on the good things you have now, what you have been through is not easy, show yourself that you have tried enough to be called a survivor. Survive from choosing the star that might not so shine as what you are now.

Now, it is only 2 months left before 2022. Everyone might have their hardest moment last month, yesterday, today, tomorrow, or even next month. Take your time to grief, to deny everything, to search for support, to empathize with yourself, to find which stars you want to become.

Remember, at least you have tried enough therefore you are a star.⭐️